
Outside, homes shimmered with holiday lights. Christmas trees sparkled behind frosty windows. Soft melodies floated through the crisp night air. But beyond the warmth was a cold, silent world blanketed in snow. The city was hushed, as if the snowfall had buried every sound, every memory.
Kolya Sukhanov stood on the porch, motionless. The cold bit into him, soaking his socks and stinging his face. A backpack, half-buried in the snow, was the only proof this wasn’t a dream.
“Get out of here! I never want to see you again!” his father’s voice roared from inside. Then came the slam of the door.
His mother stood to the side, arms folded, eyes wet—but said nothing. Didn’t defend him. Didn’t stop it. Just watched silently as he was thrown out.
Kolya stepped off the porch. Snow filled his slippers. His chest felt hollow.
«That’s it, Kolya. You’re nobody’s. Not even theirs.»
He wandered the streets alone. Behind lit windows, people laughed and opened presents. But for Kolya, this was the beginning of his first winter of loneliness.

He slept wherever he could—bus stops, underpasses. People turned away. He was just a boy in a worn jacket with haunted eyes. He scavenged, stole a loaf of bread once, not from cruelty, but to survive.
Eventually, he found shelter in an old basement. Damp, moldy, and forgotten—but it had heat from a nearby pipe. He made it his home, sleeping on newspapers, covered in rags.
One day, an old man with a cane found him.
“Alive? That’s good. Thought it was cats again,” he said, dropping off a can of stew. No questions asked. Later, he shared: “I was fourteen when I lost my parents. People are bastards. But you—you’re not like them.”
Those words stayed with Kolya.