We drove to their house in silence. Laura showed me his room. There were shelves filled with framed school photos of me, starting from kindergarten all the way through to my college graduation.

In the corner, there was a dried flower stuck to the wall. “This is from your graduation bouquet,” she added. “He stood at the back of the field. He just wanted to see you.”
“I thought he didn’t care,” I said, my voice breaking.
“He always cared,” she whispered. “He just wasn’t allowed to show you.”
I began visiting Laura once a week. She shared old photos—my father fishing, laughing, and dancing in the living room with two kids on his shoulders.
Then she said, “They’d love to meet you. If you’re ready.”
I wasn’t sure if I was ready. But I said yes. Her son, Caleb, looked just like my father. Her daughter, Lily, had his eyes.

They shared stories about the birthdays he never missed, the bedtime songs he made up, his corny jokes, his favorite movie, and how he danced while doing the dishes.
Slowly, I began to see my father not as the man my mother despised, but as someone who was real. Someone who had tried. Each visit with them made me feel a little softer.
One day, Laura said, “He would have been so proud of you.” I believed her. For the first time in my life, I truly believed that he had wanted me. And somehow, that made all the difference.