I couldn’t think.
My mouth moved before my mind caught up.
“Who is this?” I asked, though deep down, I already knew. The dread tasted metallic, bitter on my tongue.
Silence followed. Thick and deliberate.
Click.
The line went dead.
The room was too still, yet somehow everything spun. I sat there gripping the phone, my knuckles white as waves of confusion and horror crashed over me.
Charles was dead. I knew he was dead. I had mourned him. Buried him, or at least, I thought I had.
A shocked woman standing in a living room | Source: Midjourney
Had I said goodbye to a man who was never in that casket?
Suddenly, nothing in my world felt certain anymore. Not even the grief I’d clung to like a lifeline.
The next morning, after a night of pacing and imagining every horrifying scenario, I confronted Susie at breakfast.
“Sit down,” I said gently but firmly.
My daughter hesitated but obeyed.
“I heard what you said yesterday,” my voice shook despite my best efforts. “Please, sweetheart. No more lies.”
Her shoulders sagged, her defiance crumbling. She got up without a word and disappeared upstairs.
Minutes later, she returned clutching a pale, creased envelope. She handed it to me and sat back down, eyes brimming.
I opened it slowly. The handwriting hit me like a truck. Charles.
“My name is Charles. If you’re reading this, it means I’ve finally built the courage to reach out. I’m your father.”
I swallowed as the letter unfolded painfully.
“I’ve been following your life from a distance. I panicked when you were born. I wasn’t ready. My mother helped me disappear. I thought I was doing the right thing. I see now that I was wrong. I’d like to talk. If you want to.”
At the bottom was a phone number.
I looked up at Susie, my throat tight with disbelief and betrayal.
“How did you find him?” I asked softly. “Did he find you?”
She hesitated, twisting her fingers together.
“I found him online months ago. I didn’t want to tell you. He did send the letter first but I wanted to see him on socials first. I needed to look at his photos and see if there was a part of me in them. I needed to know that this wasn’t a hoax. I needed to know if I had his eyes or smile… I have his eyes, Mom.”
She paused.
“Then, I called him on the number in the letter.”
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My heart splintered.
“Do you want to keep talking to him?” I asked after a long beat.
“I do. I want to know why he did it. I want to hear it from him,” Susie nodded, a tear slipping down her cheek.
“That’s fair,” I nodded slowly, swallowing my own bitterness.
Two days later, I called Charles myself. He answered immediately, as though he’d been waiting.
“We need to meet,” I said, my voice low and cold.
We chose a neutral coffee shop.
Bright. Safe. Filled with clinking cups and idle conversations. The kind of place where people didn’t expect ugly truths to surface.
He was already there when I arrived.
Older. Gaunt. His face carved with lines of exhaustion. Eyes sunken and dark, as if regret alone kept him awake for years.
For half a second, the sight of him stole my words. My throat tightened, and my feet threatened to root me to the floor.