A year before Elizabeth’s birth, Harry and Meghan had gone through a traumatic experience. In 2020, Meghan fell pregnant again, though trag.ic,ally l0st the baby.

Four months later, in a personal article, Meghan revealed how she had felt a sharp pain and was admitted to the hospital.

“Hours later, I lay in a hospital bed, holding my husband’s hand. I felt the clamminess of his palm and kissed his knuckles, wet from both our tears. Staring at the cold white walls, my eyes glazed over. I tried to imagine how we’d heal. Losing a child means carrying an almost unbearable grief,” Meghan wrote.

Now, four years on, the scars hasn’t faded. A source told OK! Magazine that Meghan is naturally feeling sadness this time of the year when the anniversary of her miscarriage approaches.

However, love conquers all, and her family brings her immense joy.

“She feels so blessed to have Archie and Lili and the family she and Harry have created. But naturally, as the anniversary of her mi.scarri.ag.e approaches, she does have sadness. The date is very poignant for her,” the source told OK!.

“But Meghan is always looking towards the future and is just so grateful for the happiness she has in her life with Harry and the kids.”

“I will say I feel fortunate that our children are at an age, again quite young, so this isn’t in our immediate future, but I also feel frightened by how it’s continuing to change and this will be in front of us,” she said.

While Archie is set to begin kindergarten in August, Lilibet is getting ready for preschool. The Duchess will have more time to focus on her work, not least her lifestyle brand, American Riviera Orchard, which was launched some months ago.

Meghan Markle is “sad” that her children are growing up, source claims

The source tells OK! Magazine that Meghan considers it crucial to show her children that “mummies work as well.”

“But her family life will always come first, she will fit work in around the children’s schedules so she is there for them when they need her and she just wants to make the most of and cherish every moment with them as they grow up,” the source explained.

After Harry and Meghan’s royal exit, they have embarked on several business ventures. Not all of them have been successful, but recently they have taken on a sort of “royal” mission.

Some weeks ago, the couple visited Nigeria on a three-day tour to promote the Invictus Games, and the reception was just as if they had been there on behalf of the Crown. Meanwhile, the Royal Family was said to have been furious about their visit, as it appeared as though they had undertaken a royal tour without permission, especially since they aren’t working royals anymore.

While Harry and Meghan enjoyed their trip, two people were missing. Archie and Lilibet stayed in the US, though reports suggest that the children could join their parents on future journeys abroad.

“Meghan doesn’t like being away from her children as she doesn’t want to miss a thing with them growing up so fast,” a source told OK!.

“With Lili turning three, it’s really got Meghan and Harry thinking about their future and how quickly the children are growing up. Meghan especially feels that her babies are no longer babies, and like most mums, it makes her slightly sad and wistful that the baby years have come to an end.”

Do you think Archie and Lilibet will want to be a part of the Royal Family when they grow up? Please give us your opinion by sharing this article on Facebook!